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Title: the sharp knife (of a short life)
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken
Word count: 7,254
Rating: R (for language and sad things)
Summary: “We’ll see you guys later,” Sungjae said, smiling thinly. He made to walk past Sanghyuk and deliberately knocked him with his shoulder playfully. “Be safe.”

Sanghyuk knew he could make no promises, so he simply bumped Sungjae back, making his smile turn a bit more genuine.
A/N: Sorry I am posting this so relatively late into the weekend, but I have been busy. I cried a lot writing this installment but upon rereading it I just feel numb.

I am going to take this moment to emphasize to please read at your own discretion, and that i think the title kind of says it all.

p.s. this is not the final chapter. just heading that off before anyone asks.

It was twenty after two, and Sanghyuk was rather inclined to think he was going to make it through the night after all.Collapse )
01 November 2015 @ 01:54 am
Title: earth flowers blood
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken, side hongbin/ravi and n/leo
Word count: 15,800 ish
Rating: R
Summary: “I think you need this, Jaehwan,” Sanghyuk whispered. “I think you need to do this, and I think I need to be here. And we don’t have much longer.”
A/N: This update is even longer than the last. It’s very important to me, there’s parts that were very hard to write. I’m nervous about posting it.

as usual thank you to rara for ghostwriting parts of this when i got stuck ♥

Wonshik knocked on Sanghyuk’s front door with some trepidation.Collapse )
24 October 2015 @ 11:18 pm
Title: haunted
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken, side hongbin/ravi
Word count: 14,900
Rating: R (for language)
Summary: They’d focused so much on sorting out Jaehwan’s injuries even though Sanghyuk had his own, and it had all been left to poison him too. And he was succumbing to it.
A/N: I wrote all this in a week FEAR ME. I had the feels hardcore. I’ve also been writing other future scenes uwu r u ready for the pain. r u. i’ve been very stressed of late so i require the suffering of others to soothe me.

thank u to rara for helping to write one of the scenes in this fic ;u;

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17 October 2015 @ 09:15 am
Title: turning tables
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken
Word count: 5,429
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jaehwan learns how to let Sanghyuk go, while Sanghyuk realises he can’t let go.
A/N: another hybrid chapter, ela wrote the first scene and i wrote most of the rest. the reason for that is the same reason there’s been a delay; school is starting to kick my ass.

Sanghyuk curled his feet up on his couch, settling his laptop precariously on the arm beside him.Collapse )
26 September 2015 @ 09:39 am
Title: for the heart i once had
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken
Word count: 10,868
Rating: PG-13
Summary: “I know he is going to die soon. I know it is going to be bloody. And now I know it is your fault.”
A/N: the working title of this update was SHIT’S GOING DOWN. this update is a hybrid update, in that I wrote most of it and then ela wrote the second scene with Ilhoon and then most of the transition scenes. and also just generally edited it into being less of a hot mess ♥

I made myself rely only on myself, rather than on anyone or anything else. It made me stronger.Collapse )
05 September 2015 @ 11:18 pm
Title: mea culpa
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: hyuk/ken, hongbin/ravi, n/leo
Word count: 5,870
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sanghyuk was also unsurprised that, when he poked his head into Jaehwan’s room, Jaehwan was still in bed, huddled under his blanket. “Jaehwan,” Sanghyuk said, not whispering but not calling out either.
A/N: i don’t even know anymore. who am i. where am i. all i know is sadness.

Why is it so hard to talk about?Collapse )
29 August 2015 @ 10:25 am
Title: bleeding heart
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: Hyuk/Ken
Word count: 4,187
Rating: PG-13
Summary: “You’re having trouble dealing with these feelings in a sensible way because you don’t know how to deal with feelings, period.”
A/N: so i moved and then didn’t have wifi for almost a month and then ela’s skype was broken and we couldn’t talk about what was going to happen in this update. when i said it would take a while, i didn’t think it would take a month but here we are. this picks up directly after the last update.

Outside, the sun was just starting to come up, turning the sky shades of yellow and orange.Collapse )
26 July 2015 @ 08:52 am
Title: twisted every way
Fandom: VIXX (AU, !vampire)
Pairing: Hyuk/Ken, side Ravi/Hongbin, Leo/N
Word count: 8,095
Rating: PG-13
Summary: “Damn you all for making me do this.”
A/N: OH BOY. the response to the previous fic was so AMAZING i still can’t believe it. thank you to everyone who read and commented and left me messages and everything, it made me so happy.

writing this fic was hard because i’d already written a version of it that we both really loved and i basically just had to ignore it all, i have never had to kILL MY DARLINGS LIKE I DID THIS ONE.

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